May 2012
118 posts
“I’m sensitive, and I’d like to stay that way.”
– Jewel
“When young we mourn for one woman. As we grow old, for women in general..”
I’ve been all right the past few days. I just miss someone. I need a distraction.
I hate knowing what is about to happen when it is about to happen. I can predict the next few days.
One, two, you’re the girl that I want Three, four, five, six, seven, shit Eight is the bullets if you say no after all this And I just couldn’t take it, you’re so motherfuckin’ gorgeous Gorgeous, baby you’re gorgeous I just wanna drag you’re lifeless body to the forest And fornicate with it but that’s because I’m in love with You… cunt
I just wanna talk, and conversate Cause I usually...
3:58 AM
I am in bed, completely alone, and I just made myself LOL so hard.. not by doing anything crude. I’m just fuckin funny as shit.
She was totally right. Not communicating is making this so much easier, not to say that I wouldn’t enjoy seeing her if she was going to not act like a jerk toward me. Fat chance.
On a completely in related note, my dance skills have gotten even better.
I’m about to start summer school. Yay!
You don’t say you love me to your friends when they ask even though we both know that you do.
Time to start letting it all go. Au revoir.
“Frank Sinatra’s on his third line, and he ain’t croonin’.”
– Robert Evans (Patton Oswald)
throwback →
There’s a cave made of sheets And I, I know we want to be inside Take off all of your clothes and climb Into a cave of sheets tonight Steal away You and me To a cave Made of sheets
I’m on that shit that make you special ed
Blow ya brains straight out ya head
Did you hear what I fuckin said?
Take your soul and leave you dead
1-8-7 and a hockey mask
“I ain’t lyin. I’ma shine like a nickel or a dime. And I smoke a lot...”
– Weezy F
“I took one hit and forgot I was smoking.. Niggas in Paris never sounded so good.”
– Me
green gars, nug jars
it’s a white boy thing
blowed to mars
round 2, DING
they call me white ghost
ain’t got the most
but I’m smokin on the best
fuck with nothin less
skimpy ass sack
ain’t enough to fuck with
you a fuck nigga, baby dick
ain’t enough to tuck with
My rhymes are ridiculous… just absurd.
Europe next summer? Yea, don’t mind if I do.
be positive
I can’t stop thinking about her. It makes me so sick to my stomach. I hope this is making her happy.
Everything is ok. She loves you. It will all work out. Just give it time. Everything is fine. There is nobody else. Don’t call her. Don’t text her. Stop worrying. Stay calm. Breathe. Everything is ok. She does still care about you. She does still love you. It will all work out. The pain and time apart will be worth it. She does still care about you. She does still love you. You want...
“He’s probably thinking with the head of his weiner instead of the head of...”
– Andy Dwyer
“I’m not ready to be with anyone. Don’t worry about that. I’m...”
– She
“Jarrod. It is what it is. We’re done”
– She
Things got better for only a couple of hours. I ruined it again. Then I overthink things like I always do, and I don’t think things actually got any better. I think maybe she just tells me what she knows that I want to hear to pacify me or get me to leave her alone. She doesn’t want me anymore. It’s as simple as that, but she’s such a sweet person that she can’t just...
“You’ll have a chance one day. I doubt it’ll be soon”
– She
“I’m thinkin’ of a master plan. Nah, I’m playin’. Shawty...”
“I roll with my kitties, and I’m hard as fuck.”
– Bubbles
Methadone and xanax and go to sleep. That will fix everything.
I have hit a whole new low. I have never been this sad in my whole life. I have lost my love. No one will have anything to do with me. I’ve been working on myself. I have really good intentions for everyone around me. I just can’t catch a break. I’m so upset that I can’t eat. I get so worked up that I throw up. I’ve been throwing up off and on since she left me....
My life is so fucked. I’m trying to get in touch with 8 different people right now. None of them will respond. I want to think that something is wrong with my phone, but it’s probably just me.
I cannot undo what I did to change her heart toward me. I have undone those things inside me. All I need is the chance to love her. All I want is the opportunity to be good to her.
Someone just told me that they think I’m awesome. No one has told me anything like that in a long time.
My boy told me buck up and get on to the next one.
But how can I move on from the best one?
“You think I’m fuckin other girls. You know I’m not.”
– Childish Gambino
I’m in love with that booty
She blow, call her Hootie
I got a case of the lazy eye.. times 2 cus I’m crazy high.
I’m not a bad person. There is no reason to be afraid of me. I am, however, filled with love. No one will give me a chance.
